WHY INDEED?

You have been so real
So true in what you appeared to be
You were worth the risk
And I was sure I could walk miles with you
But then,why does a bad dream spoil it all
Is all the karma hunting me down?

I t wasn't love,no not lust
Not even the names we have learnt and left
It was just 'being' and now we have lost it all
And I'm all alone like a lost nun.

Didn't i tell you the road is steep
Didn't i tell you it's hard to be 'us'
Why then you tried the path
And left just when the dawn was about to break?

For you and any one who may come this way
Do not,for you hurt me by those dreams
I am safe this way,alone and loving

But don't knock on my door
And leave when I open to let you in.

.....Affidavit oF THE loNe fIGHTER...

mY faiths

burning a cold fire in my eyes

mY truths

yet unattained from behind the

fog of prejudiced humanity

mY convictions

Shining before me, to lead me forth

Unextinguished by the World's opinion

its Karma

Or the myths of life

"LOVE IS A WISE BITCH.."

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Oh yeah, love is a wise bitch
Knowing the right time to pitch

All innocent and batting eyes
Yet so cruel ,it really pains

She creeps behind us when least expected
And makes all our dreams go awry and mind torn apart

She is a trap,that makes us so gullible
One which catch hard and make us responsible

I do not know why she does this
But I'm tired of the game and will play no more

Tired is my heart,it's faint beats
Tired are my eyes,from waiting so long

My feet ache from all the search trips
My mind is blank from all the love-hate

I thought I would find a friend in her
I was quite wrong,she is so fierce

A fiend to my longing life
She is a wise bitch
Knowing where to pinch.

.....wHeN i saY i LovE YoU....

When I say I love you,
Am I trespassing your space?
When I wish to find solace in the depth of your eyes,
Am I going to be scorched by my selfishness?

There's not a moment in my life now,
When your memories remain abstract in my heart
All my constant worries,fears and phobias
Have long dissolved into oblivion since you

Your voice is as soothing as the
Melodious cooing of reclining doves
And as inspiring as the lightning's royal mien

But the spring rain does black magic on my
longing self
The growling thunder threatens me with imminent
loneliness
The sight of wet,sprawling plants fills me with
a sense of loss

I'M as confused as a misdirected sparrow
Who against the unfavorable winds
faintly beats its frail wings "










The me-of-me you will never find,too subtle,too capricious but be sure if you belong to me and I sense that, I will ask you to stay and NEVER LEAVE- Meherin

PRESSURE

The gravity of a thousand generations

Weighing down on our heads

Something,a great power,invisible

Breaking free from behind the mind's light curtains

Our wounded mass psyche,

War-scarred, withheld and

Unfollowing love.


Life has deserted us on emptiness

Where nothing holds mystery

Not even tomorrow.