ചോദ്യം

എത്ര പ്രേമിച്ചാലാണ്
അത്ര പ്രേമിച്ചതും
പകരം ലഭിക്കുക?

എത്ര തിരഞ്ഞാലാണ്
അത്ര തിരഞ്ഞതിനും
ഉത്തരം കിട്ടുക?

എത്ര ജനിച്ചാലാണ്
അത്ര ജന്മങ്ങള്‍ക്കും
മോക്ഷം ലഭിക്കുക?

Never been a loss

I'm in pain..it kills
But am i at a loss?
No..never
I live a gypsy dream
Quick silver and quick sand like
Only i know the way across

I'm the night's witch,it's secret darling
The one to which nothing is hidden
Am in pain and i was in love
If there is a plural way of putting it
I was that too
But have i lost?
No..not ever and not forever


I dance the moves none dare to groove
I sing the song none could even lip sync
I draw the hideous that people hide
I am the word that all men fear

I am love,vengeance's dear
I am hate, your heart's near
I am you,and thou never see
And i lose?
No..never at all.

I had been in pain,had been vain
I had been many things you haven't even seen
I had killed and had been too
And i had dared what you never can dp

Never in a moment i have lost
Nothing is enough to make me feel lost
It's not the pride that makes me say
It''s the fact that I'm it..
Both loss and gain.

Love's Talk

"Always wen we talk,we reach at 'pregnant pauses"
tough time wen these are gonna deliver!"

'thoughtful words'


"when these deliver,that day,the feeling will be so dense,the screams so unbearable,that you being a man,will run away.away..away.
love you.."

' And what if u are aware of the pain
that's already there?'

" accept it"

And there r screams unheard..
"listen to them"

'and she is unaware of the pain and the screams..'

" its unimportant
how do you know she doesn't listen in her own way
or he
or them"

' coz if she would have known she would have asked
she would have let go of him
"that's what he thinks of her.
and may be she thinks..i hear them..maybe is just me..y scare him too..
and she smiles"
'she would have been thinking loud enough for him to understand'
" and all you see is the smile made brilliant by all the thoughts..their purity
' so fr sure there wouldn't b a day that he would run away

coz he wouldn't leave until she demands from him or until he comes across love as she is(which is something he wont let the time realize)
" love is all wishful thinking..or love is spent,hidden in wishful thinking that we fail to celebrate love
in thoughts,by thinking..we kill a little of the love we have
each day..
and the days pass
and at the end
wen the time for love's true test comes
there's no love
'stop
please'
"instead thoughts,wishes,prejudices,would have-beens
love has long left
and the more needy of the two chases it..

the other understands,
For he or she could understand its been happening
accepted it
and never wanted to hurt the other

that's why wise men say
true love's course never runs smooth
because we spend time chasing it in many a heart,souls,worlds
before one day god relents and gifts it to us.."

And they all live happily ever after..










Dedication is to all who love and sacrificed on the altar of true love's journey..Thanks J&R..Any questions you have is to be asked to yourself..and answers sought in your own mind..

ആഘോഷം

ഏതു സുഗന്ധത്തിനാണ് നിന്നെക്കുറിച്ചുള്ള
ചിന്തകളെ മായ്ക്കാന്‍ കഴിയുക?
ഇതെന്റെ ശമനമില്ലാത്ത വേദനയാണ്
എനിക്ക് നിന്നോടുള്ള ഈ പ്രണയം.
പക്ഷേ എന്‍റെ ജീവന്‍റെ സത്തയും
നീ തന്നെ.

ഇത് ഒരു അടിമത്തമാണ്‌
നിനക്കോ എനിക്കോ മോചനമില്ലാത്ത
പ്രണയത്തിന്റെ,ലഹരിയുടെ അടിമത്തം.

മുന്തിരിത്തോപ്പുകളില്‍ അലയാതെ
വീഞ്ഞിന്റെ ലഹരിയില്‍ മയങ്ങാതെ
മുകരാതെ, നാം സ്നേഹിച്ചു തീര്‍കേണ്ട
അടിമത്തത്തിന്റെ ആഘോഷമാണിത്.

Death Dance

Senses arise,exalt
In a deep psychedelic trance
Love,blinds ..brings darkness
That lights up my soul

My mind croons a dark song
Draws blood,draws an evil pattern
In my eyes,sensual and bewitching
I know not how.

Lust burns, burns deep into my heart
Takes it to hell
And throws the empty shell
Back.
I wish I die.

Death touch,give Life to what i killed
To empty feelings, which slept
Waited long to
Avenge them on me.

Ecstasy dance, my bearings lost
I wander inside my own dreams
Touch burns,Breath burns
Yet i dive into that
Sea of live coals.

Dawn breaks, darkness sucked in
I'm sane
And the pain strikes
Seething,blinding,exalting
Pain.
I courted it
And it came.